To Orwell Today,

Ms. Jura -

At eight I was misdiagnosed with ADHD. I was given Ritalin, which did nothing, and Aderall, which made me violent. At twelve or thirteen I was misdiagnosed AGAIN with Asperger's Syndrome and given Lexapro - I remember the first time I took it and five minutes later out of nowhere I started organizing a kitchen drawer, but nothing ever got any better. Just a lot more tired. I was later given Concerta - which only made me even more tired, lightheaded and a little bit dopey.

I'm now 14, have been off of medications for over a year - and am STILL having problems with that tired and dopey feeling.

And when I came across your site and read some of the stuff you say about drugs I wanted to ask you -

WHY do they do this? Why do they give us these stupid "happy pills" instead of HELP?

Thanks for reading!
Sarah Marie

Greetings Sarah Marie,

You don't mention which stuff on my website you've read but I assume it was the DRUG WAR IS PEACE section.

You seem to have already grasped, at your young age, that drugs are a way for "them" to destroy the minds and bodies of people (and by extension society) but you don't understand "why" they want to do this.

This is the same question Orwell's "1984" hero, Winston Smith, constantly asked himself when trying to figure out the motive behind the evil doings of BIG BROTHER (the one-world-government the UNITED NATIONS aspires to be). He wrote in his diary:

"I understand HOW; I do not understand WHY."

Instead of me spending hours trying to explain it all to you (and re-inventing the wheel that Orwell's already invented) I'll direct you to read the following themes from "1984" (for starters):

1.Winston's Diary and 2.Big Brother and 5.Pyramidal New World Order and 17.Falsfication of Past and 35.Big Brother's Brotherhood and 41.Big Brother Tells "How" and 42.Big Brother Tells "Why"

I also recommend you read BRAVE NEW WORLD by Aldous Huxley, because that's where Orwell learned some of what he knows about their plan to drug the masses into submission and oblivion. See the UNBRAVE NEW WORLD ORDER section of my website.

I hope that helps you understand WHY. And congrats on "saying NO" to those drugs and having the smarts and curiosity to question what's going on.

All the best,
Jackie Jura

To Orwell Today,

Thank you so much Jackie!! I'm so glad to know it's not my fault - your site is wonderful!!

God bless you!!
Sarah Marie